Resurrected (again)

so what? my blog's been dead for a semester.
its time for me to update this...

i wish i were a student again... i miss some things that i was able to do when i was still a student like:
1. cut classes
2. watching movies every week
3. waking up late
4. org activities
5. teacher-bashing (although i still get to bash a lot of people around)
6. hang out with the voltes team (except phi)
7. hang out sa faura steps
8. kulitin si ate grace, ate lisa, at ms mel.
9. stroll along katipunan
10. ride mrt and lrt2.

so wats up with me?
one week after grad, i worked with soluziona as a consultant. people there are great.
but after four months, i resigned.
now, im with HP already.

i dont know why but i really love this song.
"Because Of You"
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myselfCause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of youI learned to play
on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of youI find it hard
to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of youI
am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your painAnd now
I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
Idon't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of youI
am afraid
Because of you
Because of you